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lyrics
Lately I've been searching for a new high, but in a different way.
Crazy what comes when you try a little every day.
With my other self, communicate. Cooler with a co-ruler, I guess.
Pull up and grab a drink from the cooler, be my guest.
My head's on straight and my vision focused.
How many times before I lose myself for good? Let's not find out. Bet.
I'm gonna see how far I can go in every direction, I'm a net.
I wanna catch every little connection, pick up the scent.
This is no longer a phone-in I'm honed in homie every moment own it, that's the test.
I wanna be myself. Look in the mirror, see myself.
Regular, dilated, medicated, hydrated, whatever. Just myself.
Always dusting demons off my shelf. From the heart but feeling fraudulent.
Hard to part with old mental health, honestly. I'll start by waiting for autumn, yeah.
Always dusting demons off my shelf. From the heart but feeling fraudulent.
Hard to part with old mental health, honestly. I'll start by waiting for autumn, yeah.
This land of the lost is a lush forest. Every thought another song. More shit.
Just don't ignore it. Let yourself forage, don't force it.
Don't bottle it anymore, don't store shit. You can't afford it.
Lately I've been searching for a new high, big and little ways, every day.
No more wasting away, I'm out of brain cells that's a fact, but I'm coming back.
Make me feel the good and the bad, bring me back, I'm almost awake.
Again, but it's me this time. The real one, no fakes escaping fate.
It's me now, this is over. Don't fight it. You don't have to be sober.
Just let me bleed if I fall. I let you in so I could feel tall.
You made me feel numb through it all.
This land of the lost is a lush forest. Every thought another song. More shit.
Just don't ignore it. Let yourself forage, don't force it.
Don't bottle it anymore, don't store shit. You can't afford it.
I'll wake myself up. Asleep is no way to live and I've had enough. Breathe.
I'm only human and I have everything I need.
